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Have you ever had a time in your life when a bevy of seemingly ill-timed or ill-advised events come together to form some sort of gorgeous symphony? Like how sometimes trash can lids can sound like music, and the smell of your sweat can become a comforting sweetness, or how three weeks of freedom can become three weeks of...caged insanity?
This is the way it is for me lately. Or maybe it has been this way forever. I can't keep track. But right now, I have no a/c in my house, my kids left yesterday and tore my heart out along with them, I am hopelessly enamored of a boy who presents a significant set of challenges (but who is absolutely deliciously sexy and wonderful and mushy and sweet and sour and, oh, everything.) and I spent pretty much the entire night last night taking pictures of myself crying. hahaha.
I laugh, because in spite of or because of this, I feel like bursting open. It is all emergence in the end. It is so funny how beautiful life is, and how every little thing leads into something else which causes another thing which sparks a raging conflagration. I can't say that I am overjoyed today. I am tired from sleep interrupted with bouts of extreme wakefulness. I am crusty from tears. I am addled in the head with feelings of lust and love combined (oh, my!) and I am here sitting on the edge of my seat, wondering how this is all going to come together.
"Spread Your Wings"
by Spiritualized
Oh babe
You know I’ll take
Just a little bit more
Just a little bit more
And time
Time goes
Time goes slowly by
When I know that it can fly
C’mon spread your wings
Spread your wings
You can do anything, everything, anything
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