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Stuff.
September 29, 2006
I have not really had anything to write about for at least 3 months - at least not publically. I was thinking for awhile that I was maybe stagnating, and that a situation in my life had become too distracting and was devouring too much of my energy.
But last night I came to a realization that the situation in question is not doing either of those things. Instead, I think it is slowly causing me to focus, and the energy that it has been devouring is going to return in a different form. I am not really able to write about the situation because it's too complicated and it involves more than just me...and also because there really aren't words to describe it. I am writing about it in my private journal, but those entries are haphazard and in a language few would really understand.
I am figuring things out. What I am made of, what is important to me...what I am worth, and what is worthy of me. I have to admit that I have spent much of the past month or so in a state of occasional misery, but I am feeling great now. Strong. Unstoppable.
I don't know if that means I will start writing again. I hope it does. I miss writing publicly every day, but I still have some more stuff to figure out - not the least of which is the rearrangement of my time to allow for more writing.
There are a jumble of topics in my head right now that want to be written about but aren't fully formed. I will get to them, eventually. In the meantime, I will still be posting periodic little updates and news items and whatever else I can find to fill in the gaps.
I wish you well...
livelifelove
Lainie
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By any chance were you at Magnolia South on Thursday night? We were waiting for friends to join us for my SO's last Austin meal (he leaves for Oslo tomorrow, and our daughter and I are joining him there in about a month) when a group came in, and one of their number sure looked like you--I think it was her energy that really tipped me off that it could be you, but the hair and smile also seemed similar.
I was far too shy to approach you to see if it *was* you, figuring our less-than-a-handful of emails exchanged wasn't quite enough of an introduction to accost you in public. If it wasn't you, you have a spooky doppelganger in town!
The ridiculous part is that we even ended up being seated across from "your" table, and I was still too shy to lean over ask if it was you and thank you for your blog. Maybe in my next life I'll be a confident extrovert.
That is so sweet! But, no...I don't think it was me. I haven't been to Mag with a group since sxsw.
I want to meet this doppelganger, though! How funny.
I am glad you didn't walk up to this person and ask if she was dru blood. hahahaha.